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Inside the Book

15 Chapters. 1,870 Days.
One Irreplaceable Bond.

A story told in four parts, from the first meeting at an airport to the permanent transformation that follows loss. Over 80,000 words across 15 chapters.

15

Chapters

1,870

Days Together

80K+

Words

Part One

The Love

Prologue + Chapters 1–5

How a closed-off founder met an English Bulldog at LaGuardia during lockdown and learned what being present actually costs. Morning massages, the fame, three pneumonia scares in that first year, and the day Franki finally accepted his son.

What you’ll find inside

•First meeting at LaGuardia
•The morning massage ritual
•Building a life around a bulldog
•Instagram fame and 1.4M followers
•Three pneumonia scares in his first year
•Freddi's arrival, father and son

Part Two

The Loss & The Grief

Chapters 6–9

The seventy-fourth day away, and the call. What the first thirty days look like when grief is compounded by guilt, distance, and the suspicion that it was preventable. Why "it's just a dog" is scientifically wrong: the oxytocin studies on prolonged eye contact, and two nervous systems that had spent five years tuning each other.

What you’ll find inside

•The seventy-fourth day
•The first 30 days of grief
•Guilt, distance, and preventability
•Why "it's just a dog" is wrong
•The science of attachment
•What your body already knew

Part Three

The Healing

Chapters 10–13

What remains after loss. Surviving the "firsts": birthdays, holidays, seeing another bulldog. Freddi's own grief journey and learning to love him differently. The architecture of moving forward while carrying what you've lost.

What you’ll find inside

•Surviving the "firsts"
•Freddi's grief journey
•Learning to love differently
•The rock-in-your-pocket metaphor
•Moving forward without moving on
•Finding meaning in the aftermath

Part Four

The Survival

Chapters 14–15 + Epilogue

Eight months on, calling Freddi by the wrong name on the way to the park. A framed photograph on the wall and a first collar on the shelf below it. What a life looks like once it has been rebuilt around an absence, and a December morning with the dog who stayed.

What you’ll find inside

•The architecture of after
•Calling Freddi by the wrong name
•The photograph and the first collar
•A December morning
•The unsurvivable, survived

Which part is for you?

You’re currently grieving

Start with Part Two. Chapter 9 (the neuroscience) may be the permission you need to finally fall apart.

You want to understand the bond

Start with Part One. The love story works even if you’ve never lost a dog.

You’re preparing for goodbye

Read Parts One and Three. Know what’s coming, and know that you will survive it.

You followed Franki’s journey

Read it all. The private moments, the morning massages and the meal countdowns, are the heart of this book.

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